I didnot sleep last night

I didnot sleep last night.

Not even a 2 minute nap, with just a little bit of exaggeration. I had some very deep thoughts last night. These thoughts, they were so deep that I have no need to mention them here in the blogs. They have been permanently etched on my mind. Whenever I visit this blog, just its title will bring up fresh all the thoughts.

Take it from me, when you are confused about something in your life, divide your mind into two parts - for and against, and debate. You feel good, you find out a solution to your problem, or atleast, you are one step closer to finding a solution. But I havent, probably coz last night wasnt enough for it. I will have to sacrifice another of my nights for it.

I will never ever tell anyone what I thought about last night, something real personal. Infact there were quite a few topics to discuss, and a wishlist too, a very unrealistic wishlist, topics spanning my past, current and future. Such a thought exercise was long pending for me. Now I feel quite a bit relieved. Though, as I said, it needs another good-night sleep's sacrifice.

I am not in the habit of writing such stupid, uninteresting blogs, but, though uninteresting, it sure is important, important for me.

I feel sleepy today ... and quite a bit enlightened !!!